Mandy自从和老朋友们重新见面后，整个人陷入了一种迷幻状态，似乎她虽然在这个世界上好好地活着，但似乎有一半魂魄留在了某个遥远的，偏僻的，古早的，隔离的，陌生的，熟悉的时空里。

　　洛可嘉第一个察觉到她的迷离疑惑，似乎她总是在问，“我是谁”、“我为什么在这里”、“这是哪里”、“这些人都是哪来的”、“原来的我呢？”

　　走丢了……

　　她的每一个微笑都在说，“我好困惑”、“我错了吗”、“我怎么办”……

　　在孙先生拜访后第二天，Mandy摔了Nichole心爱的大熊猫勺子，第三天她忘了去接Oscar放学，第四天她忘了烧饭，那两天洛妈和洛老爹由热旺陪着去费城玩儿了。

　　洛可嘉忍无可忍，决定跟Mandy好好谈谈。

　　“Youarenotyourselfthesedays.”saidLock，lookingdirectlyintohereyes.

　　“Idon‘tquietfollowyou.”returnedMandy，turningthepagesinfrontofherratherrampantly.

　　“Youwantedtofindyourlostselfasateenager，didn‘tyou”Lockwasruthless.

　　“That‘ssountrue.”Mandywouldnotlookatherhusbandintheeye.

　　“Wannaatalk”lockretreatedalittlebitbuthisgroundswerefirmlyheld.

　　“Theyhaven‘tchangedmuchsincewelastsawoneanother.”atlastMandydecidedtospilloutallthatwaslingeringonhermind——bearingtheweightiswearisome.

　　“TheyWhomintheworlddoyoureferto，thosewhoarenotennabledtoloveoracquireafamily”Lockdemanded.

　　“Don‘tbesorude.”Mandywasfinallycheeringupalittlebit.

　　Locklaughed，“Ibetmostofthemwouldtradewhattheypossessforthelifeyouareliving，evenifthereisahandicappedmaninthepicture.”

　　Mandysmiledforthefirsttime，“Nonsense.Howdareyou.....”

　　Lockpickeduphismobile，“Minerva，howmanyphotosofthekidshavewegot”

　　TheAIpoppedupfromnowhereonthescreen，“Sinceyouaskedsir，thefamilyalbumhastakenupatleastthreequartersofthestorage，whichmeansthereareoveronethousandphotostotally，andthatseriouslylaggestheprocessingspeedofthemobile.That‘swhyIsuggestdeletinghalf......”

　　“Thanks，Minerva.That‘swhatIneedtolearnforthemoment.”LocknoddedtotheAI，asifshecouldsee.Actullyshedidnoticethat，shewavedbackhappilyandwasoff.

　　LocksaidtoMandyassincerelyaspossible，“Ibelievewhatyouhavealreadyownedweighsmuchmorethanwhatyouthoughthadlost.”

　　Mandylamented，“HowdoyouknowthisisthebestformeIcouldhaveledanotherlife.....”l

　　“Idon‘tthinkit‘stherightattitudeforlife.Itseemsyouwillalwaysberegrettingoveryoureachandeverychoiceordecision.”Therewasanedgetohisvoice，buthestayedcool，“Stopcomparingwithothers‘livesandstopmoaningformore.Thefishermanandhiswifeshouldhavebeencontentedwithwhattheyhavereceivedfromthegoldfishandthey‘dbetternotbegformorethantheydeserved.”

　　Mandyremarkedwithadangeroustone，“AreyoutellingmeIdon‘tdeservethebestoflife”

　　Locksensedsomething，“Don‘ttwistit.YouknowwhatImeant.Youwouldneverbeabletofigureoutwhatthebestiswhenyouweresixteen.”

　　Mandymurmuredasifshehadbeeninadream，“HowIwishtobesixteenagain，carefree.”

　　Lockcamenearertoher，andhuggedher，leavinghiswheelchairbehind，“Thepointis